Thursday, April 11, 2013

Epoch

The song today, remember you can request songs in the comment section
Wednesdays are my rest days. Mondays I work. Tuesdays is Astronomy. Thursdays are Astronomy. Fridays I work. Saturdays I procastinate and work. Sundays I go to church and do homework. Yesterday Wednesday was exceptionally wonderful because I got to hang out with mah girl Cindaaay. She is too wonderful. She also invited her friend Leigh enjoyed talking with both of them. Leigh is my new friend! I got to tell her about Royal Family Kids Camp, Bike Farm, and I wanted but kept forgetting to tell her about Donald Miller. We discussed the simplest things like the weather to complex debates about christian world views on differing subjects. Leigh is going to L.A. Cindy is going to New York and India and going to see family in Tiawan. It is so exciting to see God spread his people all around the globe. We later went to Amy's Ice Cream and talked Cindy-me.
These are all Cindy's photos from her blog.
This Olivia pizza from Epoch.

Dark Chocolate Pecan Pie, Coffee, and Ginger Lime Tea (Leigh later got iced chi NOT PICTURED)

We went to Half Priced Books and I got Sophia (her birthday is today, she is ELEVEN) City of Ember and A Wrinkle In Time
 For many walk, of whom I have told you often, and now tell you even weeping, that they are the enemies of the cross of Christ: Whose end is destuction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.  Philippians 3:18-19

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Humans

where did you come from?
Overbites


Catch Me If You Can

I am obsessed with today's beat
Friends have always been pretty hard to come by for me. One of the reasons is that it takes a lot for me to qualify someone as my friend. Acquaintances I have constantly had in abundance, but I usually have a maximum of three good friends. I have always had a "Catch Me If You Can" mentality with friends. I knew that they would enjoy our friendship but I was not yet positive whether or not I would. I think this stems from the our society constantly showing us that if you dislike someone- ditch em'. This should not be how it works. Committed relationships is what society should impress upon the younger generations.  And not only committed spousal relationships, but dedicated friendships as well.

But this year has been different. Some acquaintances last year have now blossomed into wonderful friendships. I probably have six close friends, and I have never been happier. Not that my happiness level revolves around how many friends I have but me receiving and mainly giving love makes life so much better. A new close friend of mine, Cindy, has helped me to do this. She explained to me that my fears of never having a deep relationship and never impacting the world are infelicitous. I need to focus on impacting NOW and loving people NOW. I now go through the day attempting to love constantly and unconditionally. All you need is love.








Do not remember the sins of my youth and my rebellious ways; according to your love remember me, for you, LORD, are good. Psalm 25:7

Friday, April 5, 2013

Deck

This woman stupefies me
Well well well then. Here we go again. I am just a regular girl in this regular world. But I am lying through my teeth aren't I? "They" keep on telling me yes or no. But is it no or is it know?
I am up or down or left. Left alone to rot like bow.
I live within these walls that some call home.
But I know who I am cause some call roam.
I have been doing pretty alright, whatever that is supposed to mean. At times I feel as if I could never speak to anyone ever again. But I realize that they did not know her and they obviously never will. I miss her like crazy sometimes. Like my heart refuses to continue beating until it knows how she is. I remember all of the things she used to enjoy and I re-recognize that she's gone. I do not know what to do in these moments. Frozen like the ice in my veins. Justice is always in vain. To trust everyone is to kill everyone and people dislike repetition. Likelikelikelikelikelikethis.

Love Aesthetic
Comme Des Fuckdown
Something's Gone Awry

Trendir
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"Boogie" resident Jaguar in the Tbilisi zoo
I was glad when they said to me, Let us go to the house of the Lord! Psalm 122:1